i write
to night some of the particulars
of Andrews2 death he failed
from the time on the morning you
left had very bad turnes and
would then revive and be
better that night you left
i was there and likewise mary3
he was very restless and did
not want mary to leave him
i stayed late the 2 young men
that came to watch he told
mary he was dying and he
could not dye with them
there they insisted on my coming
home i came and mary stayed
untill late and she came
and left nancy4 and them to
take care of him wendsday
morning she went round
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he was very bad and sent
the children here i went again
and marthe5 went he wanted her
to come she was there nearly all
day only came home to nurse the
baby6
when she or mary went to
come away he would becon for
them too him that they would come
back he wanted to be mooved
from the lounge to the chair
he wanted mothers rocking
chair poor soul he died in it
wendsday night martha was
there till late then she came
home and mary and Jeffy7
staid all night wensday
he wanted to see Jeffy marthe
went to the office for him he
came and stayed till toward
night and came home and
had some tea i went again in
the evening and came back for
to see to the children as i said
before and martha and jeffy
went this was wendsday night
they had to fan him all night
and bathe him in brandy nance
went to bed when she came out
in the morning she brought such
a smell that Jeffy got sick
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and had to come home being
up all night and shortly after
mary came bringing georgey8
besmeard from head to foot
mary said she could not
go again the smell and
her throat being so bad so i
sent jess9 around till they
had their breakfast Jeffy
and mary thought he could
be moved round here we
sent for the doctor he went
around to see and came back
and said he thought we might
but we must doo it very soon
mat went round behind the
doctor and staid till he came
and told us we could he said
he would probably live untill
10 oclock that night this was thursday
morning mary went back and Jeff
and mrs brown10
when the doctor
spoke of it nancy made a
great adue said you shant
have him he belongs to me
he said he wished he could
dye now i suppose it hurt him
mrs brown came for me i went
before i got there mary said he
would look around she asked
him if it was mother he wanted
he mooved his head i am very
glad we dident doo any thing
about mooving him i am thankful
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we was all there he died like
any one going to sleep without
a struggle sensible to the last
just before he died he turned
his head and looked at your
and georges11 pictures for some
time and then shut his eyes
god grant i may never
witness another) he seemed
as if he was satisfied that
we were all around him he
drank without choaking before
he died he was laid out there and
brought here last night and lays
in mrs browns room without
waches is to be buried to morrow
at 2 oclock mary has gone away
this afternoon he looks very natural
his friends is all dooing very good
Cornell12 in particular i ordered
three carriages and cornell will
send one for her and the children
he is laid in a frock coat of
Georges and vest and every
thing very respectful plate
on his coffin with his age and
name Jeffy will write the
rest i am composed and calm
would not wish him
back to suffer poor soul i hope
he is at rest
i have not heard from George since you left i wish i could) write to hannah13 walter tell her if she could have seen the sufferings of her poor brother she would be thankfull he was out of his agony) write to me walter as soon as you can if i best take money from the bank to pay the expences i told the undertaker i would settle it in the course of 2 weeks)14 one thing more i must say mrs brown could not be kinder than she is i shall always respect her for her great kindness in our affliction
what i am going to write
i would say nothing only i think
Jeffy will15 last night marthe
sent Jess around with nancy
tea and seeing his brothers
corps seemed to effect him
very much he had not ought to
been sent he took on very much
and looked a little strange
when he came back but nothing
more seemed to be very sad
but this afternoon martha and
hattie and sis were down here hattie done
something he dident like he got
up and with a vengeance to whip
her and marthe forbad him
to touch her child there was
a scene he called her very
bad names and looked very
wild for a while i told marthe
to go up stairs or not say any
thing but she would
she began
to cry and her back pained
her she went up stairs16
of course jeff had to
hear it all in the strongest
light i should said nothing
about it but jeff said he should
write to you to morrow
i said Jesse your brother lies up stairs
dead he calmed down
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immediately and is very
good natured i think it was
going there last night that affected
him) write how you are walt and all good night
there was a very good little
peice in the eagle last
night17
about you Jeffy will i think
send it to you this is a packed18 letter
This letter dates to December 4–5, 1863. Louisa Van Velsor Whitman began composing the letter on Friday evening, December 4, but she did not complete it until the following morning or afternoon. Richard M. Bucke dated this letter to December 5, 1863. Clarence Gohdes and Rollo G. Silver dated the letter to December 4, 1863 (Faint Clews & Indirections: Manuscripts of Walt Whitman and His Family [Durham, North Carolina: Duke University Press, 1949], 187–190). Edwin Haviland Miller agreed (Walt Whitman, The Correspondence [New York: New York University Press, 1961–77], 1:189, 374).
Walt Whitman had departed Brooklyn on December 3 (a Thursday) to return to Washington. Louisa began composing the first part of this letter (numbered "1") on December 4, 1863, and she conveyed to Walt a detailed account of the "particulars of Andrews death," from Walt's departure through his brother's decease. Andrew Jackson Whitman died on Thursday afternoon, his body was brought to the Portland Avenue home on Thursday evening, and part one of Louisa's letter—composed Friday evening and covering four pages—closes with Andrew's body lying in his coffin on Friday afternoon in the Portland Avenue house. Louisa proclaimed herself "composed and ca[lm?]." The second part of the letter (numbered "2") was written later that Friday evening or Saturday morning, and Louisa asked Walt to write to Hannah Whitman Heyde (Walt's sister in Vermont) and informed Walt of Mrs. Brown's kindness. Part two of the letter concludes. The fifth page is divided into two sections by a line across the page, but the section below the line does not follow immediately in reading order.
Louisa resumed writing on Saturday morning or early afternoon after she realized that Thomas Jefferson "Jeff" Whitman planned to inform Walt about an episode from the night before, which she did not intend to include in her letter. The night before, Jesse Whitman, Walt's brother, threatened to whip Manahatta, Jeff and Martha Mitchell "Mattie" Whitman's three-year-old daughter. Mattie confronted Jesse, and Louisa eventually calmed Jesse down. Louisa resumed her letter on page six (numbered part "3") with the intent to offer her account for what she feared would be a more inflammatory account were Jeff to write. According to Louisa, Jesse had called Mattie "very bad names" and looked "very wild for a while." Louisa blamed Jesse's outburst on seeing his brother Andrew's corpse. Jeff may have been temporarily assuaged by having his mother inform Walt about Jesse's behavior, but both Jeff and Mattie later sent Walt alternate accounts of Jesse's behavior. After reaching the bottom of page six, Louisa turned the page and continued her letter on the bottom quarter of the previous page (page 5), adding a line to divide the page into two sections. Unable to complete the letter in the available space, she then selected another sheet of paper and brought the letter to a close on the seventh page. The part numbers are in Louisa's hand, and they clarify the intended reading order of the letter. The transcription is presented in order of composition and an implied order of reading.
The letter's opening tone seems deliberately measured to manage unspeakable sorrow and to elide Jesse's hellish outburst, from which Louisa would prefer to spare Walt. Faced with Jeff's anger, she did her best to manage the reshaping of the letter even as its physical layout begins to reveal her mental and emotional strain.
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