431 Stevens Street1
Camden New Jersey
U S
America
Nov: 28 '81
My dear friend,
Have time & its influences at least helped to calm the terrible loss & shock
& dislocation? Have you got so that letters and all outside news are not
altogether painful intrusions? Hoping so I send just a line. (For a while I thought
it must be some false report—I was in Boston at the time—& waited
& waited until confirmed.)2
I am as well as any of late years—or perhaps better. My brother & sister
are well. The Staffords the same. I am writing this in the sunshine up in my old 3d
story room—Best best love to you & to Herby & Grace—
Walt Whitman
I send a Ledger with Arthur Peterson's3 letter—
Notes
- 1. This letter bears the
address: Mrs Anne Gilchrist | Keats Corner 12 Well Road | Hampstead | London |
England. It is postmarked: Philadelphia | Nov | 28 | Pa.; London | CM | De 10 |
81. [back]
- 2. Whitman was referring to
the suicide of Beatrice Gilchrist. On December 14
Anne Gilchrist replied to Whitman: "Your welcome letter to hand. I have longed
for a word from you—could not write myself—was stricken
dumb—nay, there is nothing but silence for me still." The intensity of her
grief is visible in the lines of an undated and unsigned letter: "My dear
Children, you would not wish me to live if you knew how I suffered. Not grief
alone—that I could learn to bear, to be resigned—but
remorse—that I should have left her; that is like an envenomed wound
poisoning all my life. 'Weighed & found wanting' am I. And there where I
thought myself surest. O the love for her shut up in my heart" (Charles E.
Feinberg Collection of the Papers of Walt Whitman, 1839–1919, Library of
Congress, Washington, D.C.). Probably Anne had encouraged Beatrice to abandon
medicine (see the letter from Whitman to Herbert Gilchrist of April 24, 1880). Whitman apparently did not reply
to Anne Gilchrist's letter of June 17, in which she apologized for not
remembering his birthday: "it was past & I had not written one
word—not just put my hand in yours as I would fain always do on that day."
In the same letter she invited the poet to visit her: "a snug bed-room ready
& waiting for you—as long as ever you will stay with us" (Walt Whitman
Collection, 1842–1957, Rare Book & Manuscript Library, University of
Pennsylvania). [back]
- 3. A friend of the
Gilchrists (see the letter from Whitman to Anne Gilchrist of November 10, 1878). [back]