VII
You bards of ages hence! when you refer to
me, mind not so much my poems,
Nor speak of me that I prophesied of The
States and led them the way of their
glories,
But come, I will inform you who I was
underneath that impassive exterior—
I will tell you what to say of me,
Publish my name and hang up my picture as
that of the tenderest lover,
The friend, the lover's portrait, of whom his
friend, his lover, was fondest,
Who was not proud of his songs, but of the
measureless ocean of love within
him—and freely poured it forth,
Who often walked lonesome walks thinking
of his dearest friends, his lovers,
Who pensive, away from one he loved, often
lay sleepless and dissatisfied at night,
Who, dreading lest the one he loved might
after all be indifferent to him, felt the
sick feeling—O sick! sick!
Whose happiest days were those, far away
^through fields, in woods, or on hills, he
and another, wandering hand in hand,
they twain, apart from other men.
Who ever, as he sauntered the streets,
curved with his arm the manly shoulder
of his friend—while the curving arm of
his friend rested upon him also.
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