III
When I heard at the close of the day how I
had been praised in the Capitol, still it
was not a happy night for me that
followed;
And elseNor when I caroused — Or
—Nor^when my ^favorite plans were
accomplished — was I really happy,
it was well enough — Still I was not
happy;
But the thattheat^thatday whenwhenI rose at
dawn from the bed of perfect health,
electric, inhaling sweet breath,
When I saw the full moon in the west grow
pale and disappear in the morning
light,
When I wandered alone over the beach, and
undressing, bathed, laughing with the
waters, and saw the sun rise,
And when I thought how my friend, my lover,
was coming, then O^ I was happy;
OtTheneEach breath tasted sweeter—and
all that day my food nourished me
more—And the beautiful day passed
well,
And the next came with equal joy—And with
the next at evening, came my friend,
And that night, while all was still, I heard the
waters roll slowly continually up the
shores
I heard the hissing rustle of the liquid and
sands, as directed to me, whispering,
to congratulate me,—For the friend I
love lay sleeping by my side,
In the stillness his face was inclined towards
me, while the moon's clear beams
shone, And his arm lay lightly over my
breast—And that night I was happy.
(on this leaf, beneath the paste-over, is an earlier version of the conclusion, with no strikethroughs)
And that night O you happy waters, I heard
you beating the shores—But my heart
beat happier than you—for he I love is
returned and sleeping by my side,
And that night in the stillness his face was
inclined toward me while the moon's
clear beams shone,
And his arm lay lightly over my breast—And
that night I was happy.