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Leaves of Grass (1867)
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THE VETERAN'S VISION.
WHILE my wife at my side lies slumbering, and the wars
are over long,
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And my head on the pillow rests at home, and the mys-
tic midnight passes,
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And through the stillness, through the dark, I hear, just
hear, the breath of my infant,
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There in the room, as I wake from sleep, this vision
presses upon me:
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The engagement opens there and then, in my busy brain
unreal;
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The skirmishers begin—they crawl cautiously ahead—
I hear the irregular snap! snap!
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I hear the sounds of the different missiles—the short
t-h-t! t-h-t! of the rifle balls;
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I see the shells exploding, leaving small white clouds—
I hear the great shells shrieking as they pass;
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The grape, like the hum and whirr of wind through the
trees, (quick, tumultuous, now the contest rages!)
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All the scenes at the batteries themselves rise in detail
before me again;
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The crashing and smoking—the pride of the men in
their pieces;
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The chief gunner ranges and sights his piece, and selects
a fuse of the right time;
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After firing, I see him lean aside, and look eagerly off
to note the effect;
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—Elsewhere I hear the cry of a regiment charging—
(the young colonel leads himself this time, with
brandish'd sword;)
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I see the gaps cut by the enemy's volleys, (quickly
fill'd up—no delay;)
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I breathe the suffocating smoke—then the flat clouds
hover low, concealing all;
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Now a strange lull comes for a few seconds, not a shot
fired on either side;
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Then resumed, the chaos louder than ever, with eager
calls, and orders of officers;
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While from some distant part of the field the wind wafts
to my ears a shout of applause, (some special
success;)
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And ever the sound of the cannon, far or near, (rousing,
even in dreams, a devilish exultation, and all the
old mad joy, in the depths of my soul;)
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And ever the hastening of infantry shifting positions—
batteries, cavalry, moving hither and thither;
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(The falling, dying, I heed not—the wounded, dripping
and red, I heed not—some to the rear are hob-
bling;)
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Grime, heat, rush—aid-de-camps galloping by, or on a
full run;
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With the patter of small arms, the warning s-s-t of the
rifles, (these in my vision I hear or see,)
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And bombs bursting in air, and at night the vari-color'd
rockets.
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