Leaves of Grass (1867)


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AS I LAY WITH MY HEAD IN YOUR LAP, CAMERADO.

As I lay with my head in your lap, camerado,
The confession I made I resume—what I said to you and
         the open air I resume:
I know I am restless, and make others so;
I know my words are weapons, full of danger, full of death;
(Indeed I am myself the real soldier;
It is not he, there, with his bayonet, and not the red-striped
         artilleryman;)
For I confront peace, security, and all the settled laws, to
         unsettle them;
I am more resolute because all have denied me, than I could
         ever have been had all accepted me;
I heed not, and have never heeded, either experience, cau-
         tions, majorities, nor ridicule;
And the threat of what is call'd hell is little or nothing to
         me;
And the lure of what is call'd heaven is little or nothing
         to me;
…Dear camerado! I confess I have urged you onward
         with me, and still urge you, without the least idea
         what is our destination,
Or whether we shall be victorious, or utterly quell'd and
         defeated.
 
 
 
 
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