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Leaves of Grass (1867)
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LEAVES OF GRASS.
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1 THERE was a child went forth every day; |
And the first object he look'd upon, that object he be-
came;
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And that object became part of him for the day, or a
certain part of the day, or for many years, or
stretching cycles of years.
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2 The early lilacs became part of this child, |
And grass, and white and red morning-glories, and
white and red clover, and the song of the phoebe-
bird,
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And the Third-month lambs, and the sow's pink-faint
litter, and the mare's foal, and the cow's calf,
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And the noisy brood of the barn-yard, or by the mire
of the pond-side,
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And the fish suspending themselves so curiously below
there—and the beautiful curious liquid,
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And the water-plants with their graceful flat heads—
all became part of him.
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3 The field-sprouts of Fourth-month and Fifth-month
became part of him;
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Winter-grain sprouts, and those of the light-yellow
corn, and the esculent roots of the garden,
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And the apple-trees cover'd with blossoms, and the
fruit afterward, and wood-berries, and the com-
monest weeds by the road;
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And the old drunkard staggering home from the out-
house of the tavern, whence he had lately risen,
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And the school-mistress that pass'd on her way to the
school,
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And the friendly boys that pass'd—and the quarrel-
some boys,
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And the tidy and fresh-cheek'd girls—and the bare-
foot negro boy and girl,
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And all the changes of city and country, wherever he
went.
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He that had father'd him, and she that had conceiv'd
him in her womb, and birth'd him,
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They gave this child more of themselves than that; |
They gave him afterward every day—they became part
of him.
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5 The mother at home, quietly placing the dishes on
the supper-table;
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The mother with mild words—clean her cap and gown.
a wholesome odor falling off her person and
clothes as she walks by;
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The father, strong, self-sufficient, manly, mean, anger'd.
unjust;
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The blow, the quick loud word, the tight bargain, the
crafty lure,
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The family usages, the language, the company, the fur-
niture—the yearning and swelling heart,
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Affection that will not be gainsay'd—the sense of what
is real—the thought if, after all, it should prove
unreal,
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The doubts of day-time and the doubts of night-time
—the curious whether and how,
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Whether that which appears so is so, or is it all flashes
and specks?
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Men and women crowding fast in the streets—if they
are not flashes and specks, what are they?
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The streets themselves, and the façades of houses, and
goods in the windows,
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Vehicles, teams, the heavy-plank'd wharves—the
huge crossing at the ferries,
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The village on the highland, seen from afar at sun-
set—the river between,
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Shadows, aureola and mist, light falling on roofs and
gables of white or brown, three miles off,
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The schooner near by, sleepily dropping down the
tide—the little boat slack-tow'd astern,
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The hurrying tumbling waves, quick-broken crests,
slapping,
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The strata of color'd clouds, the long bar of maroon-
tint, away solitary by itself—the spread of pur-
ity it lies motionless in,
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The horizon's edge, the flying sea-crow, the fragrance
of salt-marsh and shore-mud;
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These became part of that child who went forth every
day, and who now goes, and will always go forth
every day.
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2.
1 MYSELF and mine gymnastic ever, |
To stand the cold or heat—to take good aim with a
gun—to sail a boat—to manage horses—to be-
get superb children,
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To speak readily and clearly—to feel at home among
common people,
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And to hold our own in terrible positions, on land
and sea.
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2 Not for an embroiderer; |
(There will always be plenty of embroiderers—I wel-
come them also;)
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But for the fibre of things, and for inherent men and
women.
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3 Not to chisel ornaments, |
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But to chisel with free stroke the heads and limbs of
plenteous Supreme Gods, that The States may
realize them, walking and talking.
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4 Let me have my own way; |
Let others promulge the laws—I will make no account
of the laws;
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Let others praise eminent men and hold up peace—
I hold up agitation and conflict;
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I praise no eminent man—I rebuke to his face the one
that was thought most worthy.
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5 (Who are you? you mean devil! And what are you
secretly guilty of, all your life?
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Will you turn aside all your life? Will you grub and
chatter all your life?)
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6 (And who are you—blabbing by rote, years, pages,
languages, reminiscences,
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Unwitting to-day that you do not know how to speak
a single word?)
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7 Let others finish specimens—I never finish speci-
mens;
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I shower them by exhaustless laws, as nature does,
fresh and modern continually.
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8 I give nothing as duties; |
What others give as duties, I give as living impulses; |
(Shall I give the heart's action as a duty?) |
9 Let others dispose of questions—I dispose of noth-
ing—I arouse unanswerable questions;
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Who are they I see and touch, and what about them? |
What about these likes of myself, that draw me so close
by tender directions and indirections?
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10 I call to the world to distrust the accounts of my
friends, but listen to my enemies—as I myself do;
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I charge you, too, forever, reject those who would ex-
pound me—for I cannot expound myself;
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I charge that there be no theory or school founded out
of me;
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I charge you to leave all free, as I have left all free. |
O, I see life is not short, but immeasurably long; |
I henceforth tread the world, chaste, temperate, an
early riser, a steady grower,
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Every hour the semen of centuries—and still of cen-
turies.
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12 I will follow up these continual lessons of the air,
water, earth;
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I perceive I have no time to lose. |
3.
1 WHO learns my lesson complete? |
Boss, journeyman, apprentice—churchman and athe-
ist,
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The stupid and the wise thinker—parents and off-
spring—merchant, clerk, porter, and customer,
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Editor, author, artist, and schoolboy—Draw nigh and
commence;
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It is no lesson—it lets down the bars to a good lesson, |
And that to another, and every one to another still. |
2 The great laws take and effuse without argument; |
I am of the same style, for I am their friend, |
I love them quits and quits—I do not halt and make
salaams.
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3 I lie abstracted, and hear beautiful tales of things,
and the reasons of things
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They are so beautiful, I nudge myself to listen. |
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4 I cannot say to any person what I hear—I cannot
say it to myself—it is very wonderful.
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5 It is no small matter, this round and delicious globe.
moving so exactly in its orbit forever and ever,
without one jolt, or the untruth of a single
second;
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I do not think it was made in six days, nor in ten
thousand years, nor ten billions of years,
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Nor plann'd and built one thing after another, as an
architect plans and builds a house.
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6 I do not think seventy years is the time of a man or
woman,
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Nor that seventy millions of years is the time of a
man or woman,
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Nor that years will ever stop the existence of me, or
any one else.
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7 Is it wonderful that I should be immortal? as every
one is immortal;
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I know it is wonderful—but my eye-sight is equally
wonderful, and how I was conceived in my
mother's womb is equally wonderful;
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And pass'd from a babe, in the creeping trance of
a couple of summers and winters, to articulate
and walk—All this is equally wonderful.
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8 And that my Soul embraces you this hour, and we
affect each other without ever seeing each other,
and never perhaps to see each other, is every
bit as wonderful.
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9 And that I can think such thoughts as these, is just
as wonderful;
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And that I can remind you, and you think them and
know them to be true, is just as wonderful.
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10 And that the moon spins round the earth, and on
with the earth, is equally wonderful;
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And that they balance themselves with the sun and
stars, is equally wonderful.
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4.
1 WHOEVER you are, I fear you are walking the walks of
dreams,
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I fear those supposed realities are to melt from under
your feet and hands;
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Even now, your features, joys, speech, house, trade,
manners, troubles, follies, costume, crimes,
dissipate away from you,
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Your true Soul and Body appear before me, |
They stand forth out of affairs—out of commerce,
shops, law, science, work, farms, clothes, the
house, medicine, print, buying, selling, eating,
drinking, suffering, dying.
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2 Whoever you are, now I place my hand upon you,
that you be my poem;
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I whisper with my lips close to your ear, |
I have loved many women and men, but I love none
better than you.
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3 O I have been dilatory and dumb; |
I should have made my way straight to you long ago; |
I should have blabb'd nothing but you, I should have
chanted nothing but you.
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4 I will leave all, and come and make the hymns of
you;
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None have understood you, but I understand you; |
None have done justice to you—you have not done
justice to yourself;
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None but have found you imperfect—I only find no
imperfection in you;
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None but would subordinate you—I only am he who
will never consent to subordinate you;
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I only am he who places over you no master, owner,
better, God, beyond what waits intrinsically in
yourself.
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5 Painters have painted their swarming groups, and
the centre figure of all;
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From the head of the centre figure spreading a nim-
bus of gold-color'd light;
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But I paint myriads of heads, but paint no head with-
out its nimbus of gold-color'd light;
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From my hand, from the brain of every man and
woman it streams, effulgently flowing forever.
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6 O I could sing such grandeurs and glories about
you!
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You have not known what you are—you have slum-
ber'd upon yourself all your life;
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Your eye-lids have been the same as closed most of
the time;
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What you have done returns already in mockeries; |
(Your thrift, knowledge, prayers, if they do not return
in mockeries, what is their return?)
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7 The mockeries are not you; |
Underneath them, and within them, I see you lurk; |
I pursue you where none else has pursued you; |
Silence, the desk, the flippant expression, the night,
the accustom'd routine, if these conceal you from
others, or from yourself, they do not conceal you
from me;
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The shaved face, the unsteady eye, the impure com-
plexion, if these balk others, they do not balk
me,
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The pert apparel, the deform'd attitude, drunkenness,
greed, premature death, all these I part aside.
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8 There is no endowment in man or woman that is
not tallied in you;
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There is no virtue, no beauty, in man or woman, but as
good is in you;
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No pluck, no endurance in others, but as good is in
you;
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No pleasure waiting for others, but an equal pleasure
waits for you.
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9 As for me, I give nothing to any one, except I give
the like carefully to you;
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I sing the songs of the glory of none, not God, sooner
than I sing the songs of the glory of you.
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10 Whoever you are! claim your own at any hazard! |
These shows of the east and west are tame compared
to you;
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These immense meadows—these interminable rivers—
you are immense and interminable as they;
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These furies, elements, storms, motions of Nature,
throes of apparent dissolution—you are he or
she who is master or mistress over them,
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Master or mistress in your own right over Nature,
elements, pain, passion, dissolution.
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11 The hopples fall from your ankles—you find an un-
failing sufficiency;
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Old or young, male or female, rude, low, rejected by
the rest, whatever you are promulges itself;
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Through birth, life, death, burial, the means are pro-
vided, nothing is scanted;
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Through angers, losses, ambition, ignorance, ennui,
what you are picks it way.
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