"Live Oak, with Moss" Manuscripts


Leaves 4 and 5

III 
When I heard at the close of the day how I 
          had been praised in the Capitol, still it 
          was not a happy night for me that 
          followed; 
And else Nor when I caroused — Or
—Nor^when my  ^favorite plans were 
          accomplished — it was I really happy, 
          was well enoughStill I was not
          happy
But the the theat^ thatday when whenI rose at
          dawn from the bed of perfect health, 
          electric, inhaling sweet breath, 
When I saw the full moon in the west grow 
          pale and disappear in the morning 
          light, 
When I wandered alone over the beach, and 
          undressing, bathed, laughing with the 
          waters, and saw the sun rise, 
And when I thought how my friend, my lover,
         was coming, then O^ I was happy; 
O tThen eEach breath tasted sweeter—and 
          all that day my food nourished me 
          more—And the beautiful day passed 
          well, 
And the next came with equal joy—And with
          the next, at evening, came my friend, 
And that night, while all was still, I heard the 
          waters roll slowly continually up the 
          shores 
I heard the hissing rustle of the liquid and 
          sands, as directed to me, whispering, 
          to congratulate me,—For the friend I 
          love lay sleeping by my side, 
In the stillness his face was inclined towards 
          me, while the moon's clear beams 
          shone, And his arm lay lightly over my 
          breast—And that night I was happy. 

(on this leaf, beneath the paste-over, is an earlier version of the conclusion, with no strikethroughs)

And that night O you happy waters, I heard 
          you beating the shores—But my heart
          beat happier than you—for he I love is
          returned and sleeping by my side, 
And that night in the stillness his face was
          inclined toward me while the moon's
          clear beams shone, 
And his arm lay lightly over my breast—And 
          that night I was happy.

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