Dearest Brother your letter came2 Wedns. . I keep thinking of you, and pray your eyes may get better,—Your goodness to me is beyond words & Walt dear. I will not say anything, only you have been, are so kind that you are every thing in the world to me
I want so much to write (have so long wanted to) I have no doubt my dear I shall say
lots of bothersome things am only a trouble to you, & wish I need not be, you can not know how much I wish I was not I sat here alone last night an hour or two
thinking loc.00668.002.jpgof
you—you are my one great comfort. what I should do,—or should have done in my sick times—without you
to think of & how it would have been without all the money comforts. youv'e been the means of my having I can not now even
immagine ,
& I have money & plenty if I am sick, I will write more about it
dear Walt, next time I write—but never can say what I feel—If I dont get sick, will write again soon—you writte to me when you are sick & know dear brother get all your letters & money (last Wedn. & all) come safe I alway open my letters am always here not strong enough to go out much—I
have often thought you could not know just how it was, but still was good enough to
write—I have been sick a great deal & cant do as I would like. gratefull that I can do a little, three weeks
loc.00668.003.jpgago my left hand was hurt3 just now begin to use it a little & it has worn on
me some.—but all my ailments dear dear brother seem
so trivial to what you have to bear—I think of you so much, I am alone much,
hardly any one comes here, its just as well, am not strong enough to talk much, or long, most days feel
well & work,—Prize all the Magazines & papers youve sent. often look at your picture in, May New England
Mag'n ,4 glad you sent it.—like Warrens5 too he looks good—Glad Dr Bucke6 got home
Lou7 wrote me a real good letter not long since) &
sent $5, & has sent loc.00668.004.jpg good kind letters & money before several times, will you tell
her, Walt dear, that I am gratefull to her & to George8 if I can only keep well
a little longer will write to her—she is so good to write, when I have not
been able to write her, wish you could read her last letter.
So hope you feel pretty well to day & eyes better. think so very much of the letters youve written me, meant to keep them long as I lived, Charly9 had taken them, & I have destroyed all that he had,
& he will not get hold of any more, I made myself sick for a day or two, but all
is right now, would not speak of it dear. If I thought C.10 had not dont let anything I say loc.00668.005.jpgbother you. I take so much more comfort when you are pretty well
glad to know when you go out, think you are better,—I have never written to
dear Jessie,11 I was taken badly sick the day I heard of
dear brother Jeffs death12 —
Wish I could think of something good to say, but I cant ,—send lots & lots of good wishes my darling
Tuesday Afternoon
Dear Brother you know about the money youve sent you have sent me enough to last I feel afraid you send more than you can spare
C. is hearty well & strong quite able to work, (painting) but he does not—he of course benefits on the money you send. it does not seem right, he sold a picture recently & paid his taxes—
Do take care of your own self Walt dear, wish I could see you.—send much love & thanks for all Hangive my love to George13 & Lou,14 please & to Jessie if you write
Correspondent:
Hannah Louisa Whitman Heyde
(1823–1908) was the fourth child of Walter and Louisa Whitman and Walt
Whitman's youngest sister. Hannah was named for her paternal grandmother, Hannah
Brush Whitman (1753–1834), and her mother, Louisa Van Velsor Whitman
(1795–1873). Although Walt Whitman had a close relationship with his
younger brother Jeff Whitman, Hannah was his favorite, most beloved sibling.
Until she married, Hannah lived at home with her parents and her brothers.
Educated at the Hempstead Academy, Hannah taught school in rural Long Island. On
March 23, 1852, Hannah married Charles Louis Heyde (ca. 1820–1892), a
landscape painter. It is possible that Walt introduced Hannah to Charles. In
August 1852 the Heydes departed for Vermont. The first decade of their marriage
was marked by constant moving from boarding houses to hotels, mostly in rural
Vermont, as Heyde sought out vantage points for his landscape paintings. In 1864
the Heydes settled in Burlington, purchasing a house on Pearl Street. After
Hannah's marriage and relocation to Vermont, Mother Whitman became Hannah's
faithful correspondent; Walt also kept in touch, sending letters and editions of
Leaves of Grass after publication. Hannah faced
several health crises during her marriage, partly due to the ongoing trauma of
emotional, verbal, and physical intimate partner violence that she experienced.
In the 1880s and 1890s Heyde increasingly had difficulty earning enough to cover
household expenses; in addition, he may have become an alcoholic. He repeatedly
asked Whitman for funds to cover their expenses. Whitman sent both Heyde and
Hannah small amounts of money. After Heyde died in 1892, Hannah remained in
Burlington, living in their house on Pearl Street until her death in 1908. For
more information, see Paula K. Garrett, "Whitman (Heyde), Hannah Louisa (d. 1908)," Walt
Whitman: An Encyclopedia, ed. J.R. LeMaster and Donald D. Kummings (New
York: Garland Publishing, 1998).