It is night, clear and cold: Han1 has just left my room; gone to the east apartment: She prefers much to be alone. Cannot see visitors;2 does not talk much; wearies her; so does reading: must not read aloud to her; or narrate any thing from newspapers: occasionaly breaks out into some small gossip, furtively: Is weak: too much so to dress up. Languishes on the sofa, or by the fire, seated on a pillow, in a tall rocking chair: sometimes with a blanket around her, indian fashion: window partly raised, freshning the room: has been about since 9 o'clock; attended some to dinner. duk.00401.002_large.jpg prepared her own supper oysters stewed; baked apples; indian pudding, milk; prunes; takes no tea or coffee: She is come in again: sitting down by the stove: I am writing to Walt: says to give her love to him; wants to see him very much: had letter from Lou:3 yesterday; reports you looking very well; which gave her great satisfaction. Lou sent her some time ago a box of underclothing, at my suggestion: She was badly off: I purchased a garment hose; could not wear it: could not endure a woman dress maker, to handle her; make such things for he r was too nervous. She has now numerous blankets and bed comforters; and duk.00401.003_large.jpg sleeps warm; bed warmed, between blankets. sleeps some; better; improves: does not feel her heartbeat in her brain so much; as she expresses it: does not use so much bromide: it is hurtfull to her: affects her seriously the next day: would craze her if she persisted: it is given to make her sleep; at too great a risk: Doctor was in last night: said she was not getting better very fast, but would acertainly get well: She never can be as she was: look as well: be as strong. She has changed greatly: her neck and breast has shrunk; her face too: her eyes at times are sunken, glassy; her back is weak: her hair grows—and becomes thinner duk.00401.004_large.jpg very grey. Yet her voice is natural: her step firmer. When this hard cold winter is past, she may recuperate. She tried to sew a little to day: I was away 3 hours this morning, to Union to get subscribers to my picture sale: cruel way to get a livinng : 60 dollars in frames; months of work on pictures: shall distribute them next month: I meet with much sympathy among people but times are hard: The landscape is truly enshrouding a white country, snow enveloped, hill, valley, lake and river: Lou is to purchase two paintings: will help me much. Geo4 sent a check: he reserved for Han: It has cost me over 200 dollars, this winter new stove, extra fires: frames, groceries, etc—have not recieved a line from the girls.
C. L. H.Correspondent:
Charles Louis Heyde (ca.
1820–1892), a Pennsylvania landscape painter, married Hannah Louisa
Whitman (1823–1908), Walt Whitman's sister, and they lived in Burlington,
Vermont. Charles Heyde often claimed to have been born in France, and he was
infamous among the Whitmans for his offensive letters and poor treatment of
Hannah. For more information about Heyde, see Steven Schroeder, "Heyde, Charles Louis (1822–1892)," Walt
Whitman: An Encyclopedia, ed. J.R. LeMaster and Donald D. Kummings (New
York: Garland Publishing, 1998).