1TO think of it!To think of time—of all that retrospection!To think of to-day and the ages continued hence- forward!2Have you guess'd you yourself would not continue?Have you dreaded these earth-beetles?Have you fear'd the future would be nothing to you?3Is to-day nothing? Is the beginningless past nothing ?If the future is nothing, they are just as surely nothing.4To think that the sun rose in the east! that men and women were flexible, real, alive! that every- thing was alive!To think that you and I did not see, feel, think, nor bear our part!To think that we are now here, and bear our part !
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5Not a day passes—not a minute or second, without an accouchement!Not a day passes—not a minute or second, without a corpse!6The dull nights go over, and the dull days also,The soreness of lying so much in bed goes over,The physician, after long putting off, gives the silent and terrible look for an answer,
[ begin page 299 ]ppp.00473.299.jpgThe children come hurried and weeping, and the brothers and sisters are sent for,Medicines stand unused on the shelf—(the camphor- smell has long pervaded the rooms,)The faithful hand of the living does not desert the hand of the dying,The twitching lips press lightly on the forehead of the dying,The breath ceases, and the pulse of the heart ceases,The corpse stretches on the bed, and the living look upon it,It is palpable as the living are palpable.7The living look upon the corpse with their eye- sight,But without eye-sight lingers a different living, and looks curiously on the corpse.
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8To think that the rivers will flow, and the snow fall, and fruits ripen, and act upon others as upon us now—yet not act upon us!To think of all these wonders of city and country, and others taking great interest in them—and we taking no interest in them!9To think how eager we are in building our houses!To think others shall be just as eager, and we quite indifferent!10I see one building the house that serves him a few years, or seventy or eighty years at most,I see one building the house that serves him longer than that.11Slow-moving and black lines creep over the whole earth—they never cease—they are the burial lines,
[ begin page 300 ]ppp.00473.300.jpgHe that was President was buried, and he that is now President shall surely be buried.
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12Cold dash of waves at the ferry-wharf—posh and ice in the river, half-frozen mud in the streets, a gray discouraged sky overhead, the short last daylight of Twelfth-month,A hearse and stages—other vehicles give place—the funeral of an old Broadway stage-driver, the cortege mostly drivers.13Steady the trot to the cemetery, duly rattles the death-bell, the gate is pass'd, the new-dug grave is halted at, the living alight, the hearse un- closes,The coffin is pass'd out, lower'd and settled, the whip is laid on the coffin, the earth is swiftly shovel'd in,The mound above is flatted with the spades—silence,A minute, no one moves or speaks—it is done,He is decently put away—is there anything more ?14He was a good fellow, free-mouth'd, quick-temper'd, not bad-looking, able to take his own part, witty, sensitive to a slight, ready with life or death for a friend, fond of women, gambled, ate hearty, drank hearty, had known what it was to be flush, grew low-spirited toward the last, sicken'd, was help'd by a contribution, died, aged forty-one years—and that was his funeral.15Thumb extended, finger uplifted, apron, cape, gloves, strap, wet-weather clothes, whip carefully chosen, boss, spotter, starter, hostler, somebody loafing on you, you loafing on somebody, head- way, man before and man behind, good day's work, bad day's work, pet stock, mean stock, first out, last out, turning-in at night;
[ begin page 301 ]ppp.00473.301.jpgTo think that these are so much and so nigh to other drivers—and he there takes no interest in them!
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16The markets, the government, the working-man's wages—to think what account they are through our nights and days!To think that other working-men will make just as great account of them—yet we make little or no account!17The vulgar and the refined—what you call sin, and what you call goodness—to think how wide a difference!To think the difference will still continue to others, yet we lie beyond the difference.18To think how much pleasure there is!Have you pleasure from looking at the sky? have you pleasure from poems?Do you enjoy yourself in the city? or engaged in business? or planning a nomination and elec- tion? or with your wife and family?Or with your mother and sisters? or in womanly house-work? or the beautiful maternal cares?These also flow onward to others—you and I flow onward,But in due time you and I shall take less interest in them.19Your farm, profits, crops,—to think how engross'd you are!To think there will still be farms, profits, crops—yet for you, of what avail?
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20What will be, will be well—for what is, is well,To take interest is well, and not to take interest shall be well.L2
[ begin page 302 ]ppp.00473.302.jpg21The sky continues beautiful,The pleasure of men with women shall never be sated, nor the pleasure of women with men, nor the pleasure from poems,The domestic joys, the daily housework or business, the building of houses—these are not phan- tasms—they have weight, form, location; Farms, profits, crops, markets, wages, government, are none of them phantasms,The difference between sin and goodness is no de- lusion,The earth is not an echo—man and his life, and all the things of his life, are well-consider'd.22You are not thrown to the winds—you gather cer- tainly and safely around yourself; Yourself! Yourself! Yourself, forever and ever !
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23It is not to diffuse you that you were born of your mother and father—it is to identify you,It is not that you should be undecided, but that you should be decided; Something long preparing and formless is arrived and form'd in you,You are henceforth secure, whatever comes or goes.24The threads that were spun are gathered, the weft crosses the warp, the pattern is systematic.25The preparations have everyone been justified,The orchestra have sufficiently tuned their instru- ments—the baton has given the signal.26The guest that was coming—he waited long, for reasons—he is now housed,He is one of those who are beautiful and happy—he is one of those that to look upon and be with is enough.
[ begin page 303 ]ppp.00473.303.jpg27The law of the past cannot be eluded,The law of the present and future cannot be eluded,The law of the living cannot be eluded—it is eternal,The law of promotion and transformation cannot be eluded,The law of heroes and good-doers cannot be eluded,The law of drunkards, informers, mean persons—not one iota thereof can be eluded.
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28Slow moving and black lines go ceaselessly over the earth,Northerner goes carried, and Southerner goes carried, and they on the Atlantic side, and they on the Pacific, and they between, and all through the Mississippi country, and all over the earth.29The great masters and kosmos are well as they go —the heroes and good-doers are well,The known leaders and inventors, and the rich own- ers and pious and distinguish'd, may be well,But there is more account than that—there is strict account of all.30The interminable hordes of the ignorant and wicked are not nothing,The barbarians of Africa and Asia are not nothing,The common people of Europe are not nothing— the American aborigines are not nothing,The infected in the immigrant hospital are not noth- ing—the murderer or mean person is not nothing,The perpetual successions of shallow people are not nothing as they go,The lowest prostitute is not nothing—the mocker of religion is not nothing as he goes.
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31I shall go with the rest—we have satisfaction,I have dream'd that we are not to be changed so much, nor the law of us changed,I have dream'd that heroes and good-doers shall be under the present and past law,And that murderers, drunkards, liars, shall be under the present and past law,For I have dream'd that the law they are under now is enough.32And I have dream'd that the satisfaction is not so much changed, and that there is no life with- out satisfaction: What is the earth? what are Body and Soul, without satisfaction?33I shall go with the rest,We cannot be stopt at a given point—that is no satis- faction,To show us a good thing, or a few good things, for a space of time—that is no satisfaction,We must have the indestructible breed of the best, regardless of time.34If otherwise, all these things came but to ashes of dung,If maggots and rats ended us, then alarum! for we are betray'd!Then indeed suspicion of death.35Do you suspect death? If I were to suspect death, I should die now,Do you think I could walk pleasantly and well-suited toward annihilation?
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36Pleasantly and well-suited I walk,Whither I walk I cannot define, but I know it is good,
[ begin page 305 ]ppp.00473.305.jpgThe whole universe indicates that it is good,The past and the present indicate that it is good.37How beautiful and perfect are the animals! How perfect is my Soul!How perfect the earth, and the minutest thing upon it!What is called good is perfect, and what is called bad is just as perfect,The vegetables and minerals are all perfect, and the imponderable fluids are perfect; Slowly and surely they have pass'd on to this, and slowly and surely they yet pass on.38My Soul! if I realize you, I have satisfaction,Animals and vegetables! if I realize you, I have sat- isfaction,Laws of the earth and air! if I realize you, I have satisfaction.39I cannot define my satisfaction, yet it is so,I cannot define my life, yet it is so.
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40It comes to me now!I swear I think now that everything without excep- tion has an eternal Soul!The trees have, rooted in the ground! the weeds of the sea have! the animals!41I swear I think there is nothing but immortality!That the exquisite scheme is for it, and the nebulous float is for it, and the cohering is for it; And all preparation is for it! and identity is for it! and life and death are altogether for it!